20 September 2008

Can Elephant Ears do Upscale? Remembering the Circus. 44

One of the highlights of my childhood was getting to ride on a huge pachyderm, a.k.a elephant. For my cousins and I, the circus was a frequent part of our childhood. On this occasion, the circus made it's home in the dusty dirt floored arena of a historic fairgrounds, whose fairway had seen many, many generations of eager carnival, concert or rodeo goers. The concessions had a looming presence between the main arena and the white washed wood, gray roofed exhibition out buildings who had welcomed 4-H livestock, various crafts and the eleclectic mix of gawkers whose ages were of a varied range.

This was all surrounded by a scenery of ancient Maple, Oak and Locust trees - whose gnarled appearances of lacy leafy canopies gave shade on the hot sultry summer nights and perfumed the air with an earthy sweetness, when these events were usually scheduled. A once proud chained link fence, now disheveled kept watch over the whole property, only the ticket booths and metal arms of the floor to head height turnstile gates allowed slowly for the pandemonium to spill outward and overflow into the street.

The circus was an adventure for my cousins and I, we delighted at the splendor and surprise of all that the circus offered. From the sugary sweet aroma of cotton candy and caramel corn and of course elephant ears, to the buttery unmistakable popcorn aroma and roasted peanuts that permeated the whole grounds.

Concession Stand for Elephant Ears - fried disc of dough, rolled in cinnamon sugar.
Parking Lot Entertainment By M.Markus
To the magic feeling of the performers and smells and sounds of the trained animals. Through our child eyes, these routines did not seem rehearsed, they seemed as though they had been played out especially for us.

The circus has the power to touch a special part in all of us - to harness the child-like wonder and air of magic, as adults, we wished existed.

I think out of all the circus and carnival concessions, elephant ears might be my favorite. The kid in me loves all of there soft, warm and cinnamon-sugar goodness.
Elephant Ear - fried disc of dough, rolled in cinnamon sugar.
Elephant Ear By {ErinKphoto} aka redcargurl
The baker in me knows their is a more upscale, adult version. The Crispy. Crispies use puff dough as a base. You can find a formula for puff dough here in my previous post Formula: Scratch Italian Puff Pastry

Formula for Cinnamon Sugar (home use version) [commercial version should be increased by 8 times]
  • 26 oz all purpose sugar
  • 2 2/3 oz. cinnamon
  • 1 oz. vegetable oil
Procedure:

Mix together cinnamon and sugar first with paddle attachment in kitchen aide (for commercial version use 20 QT), then add oil .

You can store this in an air tight container for future use with breads, cinnamon rolls etc.

Procedure For Making Crispies:

Roll out or sheet puff dough to 5 cm (you can use a yard stick to measure the dough thickness if rolling it out by hand).

You will need to have a dough width of 20 inches. (remember to roll out your dough a few inches wider , then using your hands push the sides in to get the 20 inches width on your yard stick. This is called "shrinking" which promises that your crispies will stay the size you originally made them and not shrink during bake off).

Egg wash (1 egg beaten), the dough rectangle. Spread the cinnamon sugar over the egg washed dough, leaving 1/2 inch uncovered for seem allowance.

Starting at the top of your dough triangles left side, tuck your first 4 fingers of each hand under the edge of the dough - keep your thumbs free, and start by tucking the edge under using the heal of your hand and thumbs until you have spanned the length of your rectangle to the right. Keep repeating until you have tucked all of your dough, creating a tight roll. (it is very important not to press the layers of puff dough to tightly, as this will effect the integrity of the puff dough it's self.)

Once you have a roll, slowly pull the length of the roll so that it is of a uniform length and width. Using a sharp chef knife cut in increments of 1 inch wide pieces using a rocking motion when cutting each piece - you may need to hold each piece while cutting - be careful in the position of your knife blade.

When you have cut all your pieces, using all purpose sugar, spread it out all over your work surface to form a thin layer. Place each piece spiral facing up and roll with rolling pin until paper thin and semi circular. Place crispies on a parchment covered sheet pan, in groups of six (arranged 2 by 2 by 2). Continue adding new parchment onto the finishes sets of six until your pieces are all done.

You can then bake off each parchment sheet containing six crispies until crisp and golden at 375 F °ree; The unfinished crispies can be refrigerated if encased in a plastic bag, knotted tightly (airtight), to bake off later.

These are a very crispy and sticky sweet version of the elephant ear. They make great garnish for custards or cheesecake - break into pieces and arrange by gently pushing into the center of each dessert portion.

Now back to the topic of circuses, I know there is a circus tour starting soon. Ringling Brothers and Barnum & Bailey Circus have tour dates planned for all over the East Coast and South East corner of the US. There is one Stop in California on the West Coast. You can click on the picture below to see the tour stops below on the map.



To Get more info visit http://www.ringling.com/, where you can purchase tickets or view other fun things.

04 July 2008

2nd Place for Best Hobby Blog at the 2007 BOBs Awards 7

Some of you have been wondering if your vote(s) made a difference for BOBs results. And I would say a resounding, YES! Renaissance Culinaire placed 2nd in the Best Hobby Blog Category.



I really am appreciative for everyone who rallied for me on digg and Blogcatalog and stumbleupon, and some of the mom blogging sites I am apart of - your willingness to help another blogger was great! It made being nominated for this award a whole lot sweeter! And for everyone who voted for this site - You are awesome and THANK YOU!
I am awaiting my official winner button from them, and once I get it, I will add it to my sidebar. It's cool to think that my relatively small blog had a chance to win a Best of Blog Award.
2008 started out very well and my momentum was really good, even with things going on in my personal life - I still put out some great posts, that attracted some great comments.
But if you have been wondering why the posts have started to get spaced further apart, and the foodie aspect of this site has been lagging - well I am experiencing some health problems right now that are very debilitating, and down right frightening.I have an appointment to see a doctor on the 8th.
I have been debating whether I should note this, but I decided you readers should know I haven't lost my passion for blogging or for food, I just am feeling so terrible most of the time - it hasn't left me wanting to talk about food.
Lately I haven't been social networking except for twitter. I have been twittering allot lately - to keep my mind off my symptoms, so if you'd like you can follow me and chat a bit...about geek stuff, movies, music or whatever!




30 May 2008

Food Sensitivities, Particulates, Allergens --- Oh MY! 2

Am I a gluten for punishment? Living in the Pacific Northwest w is wonderful, but behind every wonderful there is an unsavory side, and for me that is the dampness that gives us our lovely moss covered forests and temperate climate.rain, one winter day

When dampness is prevalent --- so is mold, spores, pollen, dust mites....Unfortunately for me and the 9 million+ inhabitants of the PNW, we are living in an allergen nightmare. Not only do we have mold, but pollens specifically found only in this Northwest corner of the United States.

Throughout the late years of my teens and into my adulthood I have been on a roller coaster ride of allergen induced symptoms. From skin to respiratory to full on facial swelling, which recently, of course led to an emergency trip to the ER. All these symptoms were caused by a growing list of things that either fall into one of these
categories: animal, vegetable, chemical, mineral or environmental. that I am "sensitive" to or painfully allergic to.

Needless to say this has caused me to have to document any symptoms I have. I urge anyone who thinks they, or their child has an allergy to document :

  1. Symptoms ? Be descriptive - whether or NOT you feel they are related to an allergy.
  2. The symptoms duration - How long do these symptoms last?
  3. Where were you when the symptoms occurred? The environment (inside / outdoor) (was it sunny or wet) etc. Be descriptive!
  4. What were you doing when the symptoms occurred? Be descriptive (eating - what? / sleeping- on? /petting cat - long hair?) [ The product you were using (hair gel / chemicals)]
These documented events will help your doctor narrow down the cause of the allergy. And it will help you to notice any patterns - such as "wow, frank gets itchy when he chews on rutabagas..", so that you know what things to avoid, and what triggers outbreaks or symptoms.

Eliminating those allergens in your life can sometimes be overwhelming and frustrating to think about. But if you stick to an allergen journal - slowly things come into perspective, and it makes this task allot easier.

The research about allergies is staggering.


Allergy Facts:

  • it is estimated that 50 million North Americans are affected by allergic conditions.(S)
  • The cost of allergies in the United States is more than $10 billion dollars yearly.(S)
  • Allergic rhinitis (nasal allergies) affects about 35 million Americans, 6 million of whom are children.(S)
  • Asthma affects 15 million Americans, 5 million of whom are children.(S)
  • The number of cases of asthma has doubled over the last 20 years.(S)
  • Dust Mites & their waste can remain airborne for 15 minutes, after being disturbed.
  • The male/female ratio for asthma is 3:1.
  • Asthma accounts for almost 5,000 deaths a year






There are some ways to combat Allergies, I have found some interesting links with some good info on allergens. Here are a few quick tips I have found helpful.

Simple Ways To Combat Common Allergens:

  • Keep the home cool (between 68 and 72 degrees F);
  • Maintain a low humidity (between 40 and 50%);
  • Make certain there is good ventilation.
  • If you have allergies - don't vacuum, if you must use a mask.
  • Stay out of the vacuumed area for 1 hour.

Also - You can invest in a air filtration system - you can find these in varying prices and strengths, they really do work! In both portable versions or One installed into the duct work of your home. One example is AccuClean™ Whole Home Air Filtration System, According to their website :

Key Benefits:
  • Removes over 99% of the common flu, or influenza A virus, from the filtered air in your home.
  • Removes up to 99.98% of allergens from filtered air
  • Catches particles even smaller than .1 micron in size
  • 8 times more effective than the best HEPA room appliance
  • 100 times more effective than a standard 1" throwaway filter or ionic-type room appliance
  • Delivers cleaner air, and more of it
  • Reusable filter is easy to vacuum or wash
See more info here: http://www.americanstandardair.com/HomeOwner/Products/AirCleaners/AccuClean.aspx


Links to Further Your Allergy Knowledge:



I have reason to believe I have food allergies also , and later I will going to an allergist for the first time and most likely go through a series of allergy tests. Since this is a food blog I wanted to highlight the dangers of food related allergens. I am a mom and I am amazed that not more parents are aware of food sensitivities and the symptoms.



Food Allergens - A Growing Trend


In the last twenty years, the US has seen an epidemic increase in allergies, asthma, ADHD and autism, including a:



  • 400% increase in food allergies


  • 300% increase in asthma, with a 56% increase in asthma deaths


  • 400% increase in ADHD


  • Between a 1,500 and 6,000% increase in autism.


  • The male/female ratio for food allergies is 2:1


  • An increase in the number of people with Celiac's Disease (a wheat allergy).


  • See more info here.



    Signs of Food Allergy
    Food allergy symptoms can range from mild to life threatening and may include:
    • hives
    • itching
    • rash (eczema)
    • behavioral/temper changes
    • swelling of the face, lips, tongue and/or eyes
    • diarrhea
    • vomiting
    • cramps
    • itching and tightness of throat
    • difficulty breathing (asthma)
    • wheezing
    • in extreme cases, anaphylactic shock.
    Anaphylactic shock is a severe allergic reaction that often includes swelling of the face, lips, mouth and throat and it can lead to a drop in blood pressure, shock and unconsciousness. If not treated immediately with epinephrine, anaphylaxis can be fatal.

    Links to improve Food Allergy Knowledge:



    Hopefully these links will help someone take control of the allergies that are plaguing them or a family member. Educating yourself should always be the first step to controlling any condition.







    04 February 2008

    The Culinary School of Thought : Why Food Blogs should not "tickle-me-emo" 1

    Should food blog authors talk about drama in their personal life , in their posts ? What separates a foodie post from an average blog post? Is it the willingness to obsess over food? Or is it the absence of teenage angst?

    Something keeps me from describing my year. A year I will never forget. I could divulge the sketchy details...let them consume the page until your eyes grow watery and strained --- but something tells me to move on to less polluted and more food oriented subject matter.

    I am really torn on posting events of my private life on this blog. Especially since in 2008, I have committed to being a better food blog author. It is kind of like I've taken an oath to blog food - and nothing but the food.

    2007 was a year that did not slip quietly into the realms of ordinary. Not a chance, there was no meager repose. Topsy-turvy. Not only for the rest of the world, these indeed are strange times. Elections. World in Crisis. Fashion disasters. Inventions aimed at making people more lazy. Uncertain economy. Dollar value plummeting.


    So I digress. This is a food blog after all, not a "tickle-me-emo w" teenager-on-Myspace sob-fest. As Jim Rome w would say:

    "That IS NOT a reason to GO!" --- Jim Rome


    So on a lighter , more nostalgic note - I have had a lot of time to think about blogging and what I am wanting to do with my food blog in the future. I have had this blog since Dec. of 2004 (WOW!) and in that time the blog has gone through many stages of metamorphosis - from template design - as I discover new info on html design ; to advertisements; to the content its self.

    The readership has grown (THANKS!) and I think the blog template has become a more mature version of former ones . I have always tried to distance myself from blogging the same content as food blogs that fellow foodie Mahanandi says are:
    "....traditional "always-all things-all-purpose flour" corporate promoted cooking..."
    and in a way that suits my style of writing very well.

    The thing that stays constant is my love of writing and the insatiable passion of learning everything I can about culinary : whether that means food / technique / history.

    Merriam Webster lists the term Disciple as :



    Main Entry:

    dis·ci·ple
    Pronunciation:
    \di-ˈsī-pəl\
    Function:
    noun
    1: one who accepts and assists in spreading the doctrines MW of another: as b: a convinced adherent of a school or individual.

    That is one reason I leave "student" in my blog description --- I will and continue to be a life long disciple of the culinary school of thought.

    I author this blog not only to give me an outlet for my writing, but also to make note of things maybe other foodies can relate to, or to offer some info on certain techniques or info that may be more in depth than say that page on "recipes-gone-wild.com", all the while documenting and archiving my school notes for reference at a later date.

    I do interlace my love of photography and music throughout this blog and can't help throwing in a smidgen of sarcasm or poetry or irony, it's my nature.

    I am here to let you know my food blog is here for the long haul. I will be introducing more content, more frequently in 2008 and hope this is a year to awaken more creativity and foodie fabulous.

    Happy New Year!

    14 August 2007

    Blurb on Big Small Plates : Recipe for Tomatillo - Avocado Salsa 6


    Cindy Pawlcyn Big Small Plates:




    ...I was inspired

    by that funny movie
    Mermaids, where Cher plays
    a mom who can only cook appetizers...


    Smaller Portions. Big On Taste.
    I am a big fan of the bite sized sampler. I love dim sum.
    At most decent restaurants you can satisfy hunger
    with an order among friends made solely of appetizers.
    When I think about small samplers, It is a feeling
    much more nostalgic, it awakens memories of
    toddler days, when little bits , here and there
    were arranged in a goofy mosaic on my colorful
    melmac dinning set, equipped with matching fork
    and sippy cup. Little nibbler was I, and I enjoyed
    this feast as I watched Sesame Street. My favorite
    short was of the Pastry Chef, who in his chef
    whites and hat, aided by snazzy jazz muzak, speedily
    flat iced a cake on his Revolving Cake Stand.
    That was a defining moment for me . I saw that and told
    myself, yes, that would be someone neat to be.


    In Cindy Pawlcyn's newest cookbook,
    she explores the shrinking culinary world of mini plates. It is a trend I would love to see more of, especially as America's waste size keeps growing. Most restaurants have to relay their culinary flare plated with portions suitable for two people, eaten by one. Most customers tend to feel robbed if their portions play out into healthy sizes on the plate. The average person would vote quantity over quality --- in theory a better value, but for most avid foodies this is not the case.

    Big Small Plates is a refreshing take on mini portions. Here Cindy uses ingredients to maximize flavor, and in the recipe below she includes some of my ♥ favorite ♥ ingredients. It is a ♥Vegan/Vegetarian friendly recipe.

    Cindy's Backstreet Tomatillo - Avocado Salsa
    Make sure you find the right ripeness in your avocados --- wiggle the stem, it should move gently, but not sink in totally.
    Juiciness of tomatillos vary** --- you might need to add a tsp or more of rice vinegar and one additional tablespoon of olive oil.
    If you want less heat in your salsa --- be sure to remove the jalapeño seeds.

    • 8 oz. tomatillos, papery husk removed, cut into ½ - inch dice.
    • 1 ½ avocados , pitted, peeled, and cut into ¼- inch dice.
    • 3 scallions, white and light green parts only, minced.
    • 1 jalapeño chile, stemmed, seeded if you wish, and minced.
    • 3 tablespoons minced cilantro leaves
    • ½ teaspoon sea salt
    • ¼ teaspoon freshly ground black pepper.
    • ½ teaspoon ground toasted cumin seeds.
    • 1 tablespoon rice vinegar**
    • 3 tablespoons olive oil

    To make the salsa :

    Combine all the ingredients except the vinegar and oil, in a bowl. Mix well but gently, taking care not to mash the avocado. Whisk together the vinegar and oil until emulsified, and add just enough of this to the salsa to moisten it. Reserve any leftover vinaigrette to use in other salad dressings.

    Big Small Plates © Ten Speed Press


    Other cookbooks big on little adventures:







    13 May 2007

    Personality Probing ... 0

    Well here is a glimpse into the person behind the keyboard -- not just the persona.

    You are more withdrawn than social, more calm than anxious, more structured than unplanned/spontaneous, more accommodating than strong willed, more inventive than conventional.
    You are a private person who finds serenity in structure but remains flexible and inventive in the face of change.


    Tradition. Integrity. Electricity.

    Your Personality Type:

    Average Extroversion
    The Extroversion domain measures traits related to the enthusiasm and interest you show towards others. People who score high on this domain are outgoing and friendly; people who score low tend to be reserved and serious. You scored average on this domain indicating that you are fairly balanced in your desire to be with others or spend time alone. You are social, but not overly so, appreciating parties and other social gatherings as well as enjoying your alone time.



    High Emotional Stability 
    The Emotional Stability domain measures the way in which you react to stressful or emotional situations. People who score high on this domain are relaxed and fairly worry-free; people who score low have strong emotions and may be prone to sadness. You scored high on this domain indicating that you are self confident, secure with who you are and remain calm in stressful situations. You take criticism well and don't take things too personally. Because your emotions remain fairly even, others find you a pleasure to be around as you are consistent in your interactions.



    High Orderliness
    The Orderliness domain measures your drive and organization. People who score high on this domain are organized and conscientious; people who score low are laid back and prefer to act spontaneously. You scored high on this domain indicating that you are an orderly, responsible individual who sets high goals. You work hard to succeed at all that you do. You like to plan ahead and work by a schedule. You are punctual, neat, and well organized.



    High Accommodation
    The Accommodation domain measures how you interact with others. People who score high on this domain are soft hearted and cooperative; people who score low tend to be more hard headed and competitive. You scored high on this domain indicating that you are a compassionate, tender hearted individual who is generally trusting of others. You are enjoyable to be around, get along with most anyone and forgive easily. You dislike conflicts and may avoid unpleasant topics of conversation because of this.



    High Inquisitiveness
    The Inquisitiveness domain measures your openness to new experience. People who score high on this domain are curious and open minded; people who score low are more traditional and seek out the familiar. You scored high on this domain indicating that you welcome new experiences. You enjoy learning and doing new things. You have a broad range of interests, an active imagination and accept change in your life with relative ease.


    08 February 2006

    I turn 26 today. 0

    Hand made trufflesThese are a few examples of the chocolates our resident chocolatier has introduced into the curriculum...How beautifully tempered -- notice the glossy sheen? That is a sign of well tempered chocolate. I will introduce more on the subject of chocolate at a latter date...

    Hand made truffles



    Yikes. Happy Birthday to me! It feels strange to be 26 years old.
    Reflecting on my life , it reminds me of a song.....

    "Oh,to live on sugar mountain


    With the barkers and the colored balloons,
    You can't be twenty on sugar mountain
    Though you're thinking that you're leaving there too soon,
    You're leaving there too soon.


    It's so noisy at the fair
    But all your friends are there
    And the candy floss you had
    And your mother and your dad.


    Oh, to live on sugar mountain
    With the barkers and the colored balloons,
    You can't be twenty on sugar mountain
    Though you're thinking that you're leaving there too soon,
    You're leaving there too soon.


    There's a girl just down the aisle,
    Oh, to turn and see her smile.
    You can hear the words she wrote
    As you read the hidden note.


    Oh, to live on sugar mountain
    With the barkers and the colored balloons,
    You can't be twenty on sugar mountain
    Though you're thinking that you're leaving there too soon,
    You're leaving there too soon.


    Now you're underneath the stairs
    And you're givin' back some glares
    To the people who you met
    And it's your first cigarette.


    Oh, to live on sugar mountain
    With the barkers and the colored balloons,
    You can't be twenty on sugar mountain
    Though you're thinking that you're leaving there too soon,
    You're leaving there too soon.


    Now you say you're leavin' home
    'cause you want to be alone.
    Ain't it funny how you feel
    When you're findin' out it's real?


    Oh, to live on sugar mountain
    With the barkers and the colored balloons,
    You can't be twenty on sugar mountain
    Though you're thinking that you're leaving there too soon,
    You're leaving there too soon.


    Oh, to live on sugar mountain
    With the barkers and the colored balloons,
    You can't be twenty on sugar mountain
    Though you're thinking that you're leaving there too soon,
    You're leaving there too soon."

    --- Neil Young "Sugar Mountain" ; Decade EP



    05 February 2006

    Recipe : Gulab Jamun | Indian Sweets 2

    Gulab Jamun. An Indian treat

    gu·lab ja·mun
    (plural gu·lab ja·muns)

    Indian dessert: Deep-fried dough served in a sugar syrup flavored with rose water.

    [ Hindi translation = [gulāb] ="rose water" + [ jāmun]= "fruit"]

    Indian sweets are generally based on thickened milk (khoya) and rice flour ---" Chaval ka atta" (in Hindi) or "arisi mavu" (in Tamilamil) . This combo has many uses : Crispness can be obtained if added to deep fried vegetables .

    Used as a thickener in South Indian cuisine --- dishes such as kolambu, gotsu and rasa vangi which are then served with plain rice. IA thick batter can be made with urad dal for dosas and idlis. In Northern Indian cuisine it is used mainly in a pudding
    called phirni .

    If your path takes you to East, Middle or West India --- it is the base of various pancakes, dumplings, fried snacks and sweets.


    Rice flour is also used in painting 'kolam's' or alpanas, (mandalas)
    attractive designs fused with flowers on the thresh hold of traditional homes..

    OR chickpea flour. --- a.k.a
    Gram flour, made from chickpeas (chana dal), is used as a binding agent for Koftas (meatballs or vegetable balls), or as a batter for fritters and as the base savory snacks like Dhokla (steamed dumplings), Bonda (spiced potato curry balls dipped in a batter of besan and deep fried), or Sev (fine, fried strands or sweets like ladoos.

    Besan is used in many beauty related recipes : homemade masks , face scrub and toner,It is mainly mixed with malai (cream) and drops of rose water, or plain water.


    Cardamom, almond, raisin, saffron, jaggery, rose-water and a hint of camphor are some of the commonly used flavorings used to scent Indian sweets. Bengali confections are favored all over India, especially sweets which use cottage cheese (paneer) or khoya as a base ingredient.

    Popular sweets are Rasogullas and Gulab jamuns, these cottage cheese and khoya balls are soaked in scented sugar syrup. Favorite Indian delicacies include Jalebi (airy and light
    'curlicues' of deep fried flour, soaked in syrup). Halwa (semolina pudding), Sohan halwa are very rich, chewy, nutty candies.
    I discovered my love of all food Indian, through an old friend roommate. She had been heavily influenced by her father's stint in the South Pacific, adding his pastry chefs' flair and her mother's Asian roots , which acted as a gateway for the intermingling of Asian and Indian cuisines. She favored Vegetarian dishes best. So with the meeting of this friend and as our friendship flourished, I naturally developed a love affair with Dahl and curries .

    This recipe was given to me from an an aging Indian woman who frequented our neighborhood. She was very happy to pass the legacy of her food filled past , however small , as she was saddened by the lack in interest from her grand-children.


    Gulab Jamun
    Ingredients:

    • 4 oz. dried milk
    • 2 level tablespoons plain flour
    • pinch of bicarbonate of soda
    • 4-5 tablespoons of milk
    • 1 lb sugar
    • 2 cardamoms
    • rose water for flavoring
    • 8 oz vegetable fat for frying
    Mix the dried milk, flour and bicarbonate of soda in a bowl. Add fresh milk to make a soft dough; make thin 2 in long rolls.

    Heat the fat, then cool and put over a slow fire. Put as many of the rolls as the pan will hold comfortably. Cook over a very slow fire till the jamuns are pale gold and have doubled in size.

    While the jamuns are frying - add the sugar and 1/2 pint of water in a sauce pan and make a thick syrup. Add the cardamoms, either coarsely ground or whole, to the syrup.

    Drain the jamuns and add the syrup, let stand for 5 minutes over low heat, then take off of the fire - add 1 tablespoon of rosewater and cool.

    This should make 2 dozen jamuns. Serve hot or cold.

    Yummy!!

    You can learn more about Indian Confections here. There is also a wikipedia entry on Gulab Jamun . It is a small paragraph --- if you have info on the history of Gulab Jamune You you might want to contribute to building of the wikipedia page.

    04 January 2006

    Recipe: Italian Turdilli 8

    I have typically generalized on this blog, spoken not too specifically, mainly I have danced around the subject of my personal life. Well for those of you readers who know a little more about me then the words that glare at you from my blog pages, those that have emailed me or had fleeting cyber conversations...You are in for a treat.

    Today I will share a small glimpse into that vault of memories from my childhood. A place I keep wrapped up --- to be reviewed when sorrows over shadow my life. I breathe in the smells of wheat farmed country sides, I eye the kitchen tools and ingredients that are all too familiar --- they create the foundation of food appreciation that I have today.

    Of the many cultural influences in my life, there is one tributary branching off the meandering river I call my family heritage.

    This tributary is peppered with Mediterranean accents. The migration of strong, willing inhabitants across a harsh sea. There is calling from the hills, to savor seasons! Making a life, if not harvests --- there is no discrimination from vine or fowl.



    My maternal great-grandparents each made their own journey to America, they shuffled through Ellis Island. Into the dirty streets of New York. In search of a place that embodied the green rolling hills they had left behind.

    They eventually settled, and indeed found their rolling hills. From the descriptions I have been given their farm was something of a foodies dream --- they made their own Italian cheeses,Prosciutto,salami & Italian meats and their own wines. There were great feasts to be had.





    I grew up to appreciate little jewels of Italian heritage. One of my favorite sweets are Turdillis [pronounced TOR-DEE-LL-EEs]. We would get these at the annual Italian dance and festival. They are simple , but very suitable for any palate. The wine gives them a very pleasing contrast to the honey which they are rolled in. Enjoy!

    Tordilli
    1. 1 cup oil
    2. 1 1/4 cup white wine
    3. 2 cups flour, or more depending on consistency..
    4. Pinch of salt
    5. dash of nutmeg & cinnamon
    6. 3 Tablespoons fresh orange juice
    7. Plate of honey, heated for dipping
    Bring oil and wine to boil, let stand for 5 minutes. Pour into a mixing bowl, add flour mixed with spices. Knead well, divide dough into thirds. Pin out (roll) to 1 1/2 inch thickness, you want long strips. Cut each strip into 2 inch pieces. Fry in deep hot oil. Cool and dip in hot honey.

    07 April 2005

    Singing out my Passion! 0

    I was asked to do a wedding cake this last summer.

    It was a 3 tier [12,9,6 in] white sponge cake filled with champagne
    flavored Italian meringue Buttercream, raspberry syrup, Then frosted with
    raspberry flavored Italian meringue Buttercream. With marzipan leaves & purple rosettes.

    And That was only the second cake I had done{scratch} since working at the bakery, five years before. It turned out lovely. And I realized once again where my passion keeps pulling me -- to all things pastry. And this in turn is echoed in the many books and tools which litter my kitchen.

    14 March 2005

    The things that shape us - Grade school incidents 1

    When I was 8 yrs old,my class was assigned to write about the seasons - mainly Fall. I set out my large ruled paper & newly sharpened pencil & set to work. I finished and came up with this:


    When Autumn's curse comes alive,

    And spreads it's
    loneliness throughout the land ,

    Leaves crack and crows caw for they are
    all creatures of Fall.

    squirrels quarrel with the mice and leaves fall
    because they have lost their lives.

    --- Amber © 1989. All rights Reserved.




    I was truly excited to show the teacher. When she took the paper from my hands, I couldn't help but grin. But a frown slowly moved across her face. She looked at me squarely, and shrilly asked:

    "where did you get this? What book did you copy this from ?"


    I was taken aback. I had written this, like many of my other poems - the words seem to fall right onto the paper, with little editing. I couldn't understand the disgust she showed toward me.

    Her voice grew louder & shriller - she was making an example of me.



    "If you don't own up to this lie, and tell me what book you got this poem from,
    you will go out into the hall - to think about what you've done!" she remarked. Her face flushed.




    I stuck to my story, for it was the truth. She grabbed my arm, pulling me out into the hallway. I was alone, left to internalize this chain of events.

    I know now that she had probably figured that a girl from a poor background and divorced, single parent home could never have parents who educated her, better yet encouraged her artistic side.


    But that was the opposite. I led a happy existence. My mother was always full of creative ideas to keep little kids occupied. She had encouraged my creativity, more than that she had awakened my thirst for original thought.

    09 February 2005

    Photography : 25th Birthday Beauty 0


    Beauty
    Originally uploaded by abstract2concrete.

    A red rose to commemorate my 25th birthday.



    25th Birthday Bouquette
    Originally uploaded by abstract2concrete.

    Here are some of the beautiful flowers I received yesterday(the 8th), I arranged them together in an old Mason jar. (I haven't a vase large enough}




    Plus...
    A second year student gave me a cake for my birthday. It has rich, dense , wafer thin layers(mostly chocolate with a brownie consistancy) and milk chocolate ganache baked in between. Then it is poured with more ganache. Then drizzled with pure milk chocolate.

    That was soo nice !

    [I kept my birthday a secret, because I had visions of my instructors finding out and having the whole class sing, at the morning meeting... how embarrassing..]






    07 February 2005

    Tommorow is my birthday...At 4:10 A.M Feb. 8 th 0

    So I am a quarter of a century. Yet I still feel like a kid. Time is a very unusual thing. I have no plans just survive another day. Hopefully no one makes a big deal.

    There is a point in your life when birthdays lose their "specialness", and the thought of another birthday makes you shrug.

    But when you have a child all things "you" are pushed aside. The child becomes first priority. And celebration of your birthday wanes in comparison --- because everything is so new for the child.

    Not that I mind this. But there is still a yearning sometimes for things that scream "ME"!

    01 February 2005

    Bread or Dead 0

    Warning: This post definitely falls into the category 'singular obsessions!'

    Like most people, I've gone through life unable to identify very many activities of which I could say that I was a bit of a dab hand and that I actually pursue, but weirdly enough baking is one of them. I can't recall when I started, but I did, and I've continued to this day. Generally, if I feel like eating bread, I'll bake it. --- quote by Ciarán O'Kelly from the post Bread or Dead



    I stumbled upon this blog Neither Indifferent nor Sceptical blogged by Ciarán O'Kelly
    Location:Belfast, United Kingdom

    It is a simple yet honest quote. It makes me want to tap into my literary reserves and write blog material that is good...real good. Maybe I have been letting things slide? I eat sleep - Bakery. But that is the catch 22 -- finding something you love. Something that makes you ache inside and yearn for the whole truth [ALL the ins & outs] , that pushes your intellectual and creative side, and not letting it consume you to the point of neglecting your other duties. Your other life.

    But when you have several "somethings", then what? Do you lose yourself in a scrambled frenzy? When Do you make time in between your creative interests & pursuits? The Internet can be a breeding ground for such as this --- you find newer nests, prettier hatchlings. Your old nest feels quite boring. So you go searching & get pulled in. Sites/blogs/stores/chatrooms ---all advertising , all different , all specialized in your field/interest. Oops , where did the time go?

    Before you know it, the time you had set out for productive means - is gone.

    06 January 2005

    People love a chick in uniform! 1

    If someone asked me : Have checkered pants, a white bakers shirt/coat and white shoes changed my image to the world???

    fulton street, 2004 by joe holmes
    I might have to respond with a resounding yes! Everywhere I go now I am talked to or talked at. It has been 4 days of Seinfeld-esque banter. Normally when I am walking somewhere - nothing. I was the George Costanza of my world, wondering and stressing over too little interaction. Now I feel like Kramer - getting noticed. And I don't know how I feel about this.

    Round-up: WTF Street Moments ,in Chef Whites, from the week
    Here are some of the best excerpts that came up in conversation, from total strangers in various times during the week.


    Conversation #1
    "hey..I need to ask you something. IT isn't bad. Can you get pregnant after having your tubes tied??I have been eating like a horse. I have felt movement down in "that" area..." 
    I was on the bus going downtown, this woman leans across the isle whispering. O.k what is she doing telling me about "that area" ?WTF I am a total stranger.

    Conversation #2
    "...I bet you even have white socks on under that white uniform huh!..I would never where so much white"


    Oh, sorry I guess I look, hmm, like a baker or something? I guess having a career is not a person's knowledge but their clothing.

    Conversation #3
    "... after work I get wild and dance on tables"


    Wow, that's great, I guess?

    Conversation #4
    "Oh what a stupid hat...No really I love it"

    Very cute -- I hope all your little friends had a great laugh.

    Conversation #5
    street photography By Kreative Eye - Dean McCoy
    "...damn car...I spent money on a new battery, sucked the juice right out of it..Spent $150 dollars on a brand new alternator, the damn car shorted it out. That's my Merry Christmas"
    This guy was nice, but for some reason he told me his car saga for like 10-15 minutes. I couldn't leave because I waiting for the bus.

    Conversation #6
    "...Is your name Lisa? You look like someone I know"
    I get mistaken for someone at least once a day. It must be the face.

    Conversation #7
    " I don't cook for a living anymore, from my experience it is one big assembly line - especially if you work for The Hilton...This pays better"
    O.k well I am not going to cook, I am going to bake. I actually like what I am doing, it isn't for the money.

    Conversation #8
    "...god I have been craving a corn dog all day - your uniform makes me even hungrier...Mexicans and Russians make tons of kids and live in a 2 bedroom apt..Asians are made for breeding."


    This is the most IGNORANT thing I have heard in a while. I am so tired of people with no tact, or compassion. Poor folks are poor folks. This is 2005 and there we go with perpetuating of stereo types. Maybe you should maybe, I don't know learn a different culture?

    Conversation #9
    Bus Stop By Maurizio Costanzo - mavik2007
    " ..please say this [a Russian woman hands me a Russian to English electronic translator, I speak several words and simplify them]...say "Babooska" - you "young girl", I am old babooska. In Russian "heavy" is lighter...[she laughs a throaty laugh]"
    This woman was very kind. She was trying to better her English, and since I helped her she wanted to share her Language with me. Very cool.

    Conversation  #10 (I say this loosely as I wasn't a participant)
    As angry as I get by Erika Hall
    " I had Hep C and thyroid problems --- but JESUS healed them, he saved my LIFE!!!"

    Holy S*** , I am walking a side street, and about to cross the street, when a women driving some big '80's boat, comes half way out the window - looking at me and yelling, while the car is still moving.

    She kept screaming this over & over.

    O.k Jesus is great --- but guess what, Jesus might not want you to run over someone, or get into a car accident. What Would Jesus do? Pull over and  STOP THE CAR! Before exclaiming divine measures have taken place.

    (Image on right is not actual picture of person, used for demonstration purposes)

    03 January 2005

    Back in the saddle or in this case ...apron again! 0


    First day, originally uploaded by abstract2concrete. 


    I was so nervous all night...I couldn't even sleep, I fell asleep around 1 a.m.

    Just knowing that I would soon be in a production bakery setting again was very exciting and at the same time nerve raking.

    ----- the night before ---

    Last night I got really stressed about not having my uniform together, the whites I'd ordered through the department weren't in yet. I wasn't able to get the whites or coat due to funding issues, and my aide check wasn't available until today. No stores were open that had uniforms anyway, So I went on a thrift store hunt --- at 5 p.m on a holiday weekend, on a Sunday!

    I found a white short sleeve shirt that worked, but no white pants , I checked both men's and women's.

    At one store I found 4 brand new chefs coats, and I thought "score!" but that was a let down ---all were size 4XX .Much too big. At the same store I found some "Skid Buster" culinary clogs and sneakers (brands that go for $50.00 online) -- brand new in boxes, after sifting through the size 15 men's I found size 7 in men's white sneakers. I tried them on and they fit good. They were $12.00 ! So I did score a good deal. Who cares if they were guys shoes.

    ----Arrival -----

    Frost was on the ground all day, so it was quite cold. I ended up buying my culinary whites at the college bookstore. So I walked past my class 2 times. Then I thought, "oh, crap - I should suite up". So I hurried to the restroom to put on my new white pants.

    I was still so jittery. But eventually I calmed down and breathed a little easier. The 2nd year students went off to their various stations,while me and the other new, 1st year, students went through orientation.

    As we rounded the orientation out by touring the bakery and kitchen, I felt like screaming: " it is truly bliss to realize what path you want, and are taking in life!", and I felt very at home with the smells of the kitchen, and the kindred spirits around me.

    02 January 2005

    baking 101 0


    baking 101
    Originally uploaded by abstract2concrete.

    So now I am alive with pure joy, knowing I will be pursuing a degree I love.
    And I have always thought that there was such a realness to all the people I have met in the Culinary industry.

    I remember classes from 5 years ago {for my chef certification}I was 18 years old. - on one such occasion in the hot summer, all the windows open and the oven going.

    Fellow students - Chad and someone else were making flat breads or was it rolls? Hmm.

    Well on with the story. They were teasing me about being a "newbie" in the culinary class. Chad at one point exclaimed "You have much to learn, grasshopper" with a snicker.

    Eventually I was taken into the normal routines of kitchen life, and I earned the respected role of old timer, to other new culinary students.

    Well now I feel as though I am a grasshopper again. Today was rather laid back. Not much was expected of me -- being a new student. When I wasn't observing, I scaled out 2 croissant master recipes for tomorrow morning. Later my peers and I watched the ingredients for the dough forming and congealing as it was whisked back and forth with the dough hook, in the Hobart. I love the smell of bread dough.

    11 December 2004

    collectives, medical hell and the pursuit of happiness! 0

    Double Happiness
    Image credit dennis.tang
    囍 is composed of 2 characters of 喜 (xi), which translates to happiness or joy, therefore, 囍 (shuangxi) literally means double happiness.

    I think about all the times in my past that were happy, and it is all related to the people I met along the way, who were creatively inclined. Jam sessions and pen & ink fights these were good times. I used to be so passionate about my writing and culinary arts. That all fell through when I got involved in the medical field. There is no room for creativity. Precision, Protocol, regulatory practices. My creativity had been condensed into obligatory matter.


    Until now! I will untangled my creativity from the suffocating tentacles of conventional medicine practices -- and emerge a free spirit!

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